Wow, lots of amazing learning! I definitely did not feel comfortable having a home birth before the salon. I knew I wanted one but I did not feel it's a safe way for me to go. Now I am totally comfortable and will not even consider a hospital birth.
Also, now I am 5 months pregnant! It’s really a miracle. I am 45 and my partner is 49. It is our first pregnancy. It took less then a year to get pregnant once we started trying. We never went to see a doctor, we just trusted that it will happen naturally. The Sexy Mama salon was super helpful to get into the right mindset.